is it depression?

my life is so great but i feel so empty… whenever i’m not working i’m just lost. the only thing that makes me feel alive is watching these really bad videos, but i feel so gross about it. i don’t know what to do… has anyone tried teletherapy? is it any good??

or if you know where to find more of them… let me know 🥺 ok thanks bye

how to quit a bad habit…?

hey guys this is kinda personal but… does anyone have advice on how to quit doing something that might not be healthy for you? honestly, watching videos of certain things is kind of addictive. i know it’s not right but nothing else gets my blood boiling the same way, you know? ugh. i need to stop… it’s awful to support this stuff.